Yet another struggle and yet another post..... It seems that every time I would make an effort to pen down, it would not just be the 'effort'. It would be a marathon of wishes versus laziness. Who wins, is another herculean task to decide :)
There is a reason why this post has been titled 'The reincarnation'. I could never imagine this blog finding its way into its grave, for I assumed that blogging would become my passion, my confidant and my solace. However, my presumptions were futile!
From the moment this blog had been lucky to get its first post, a lot has transitioned. These months were the time of test, a test of patience, a test of strength and a test of knitting the otherwise un-knit relations. Probably, I might end up writing a lot tonight, for tonight, I call it rebirth~! :D
Dreams were shunned, nipped in the bud without blossoming and never winged to fly! Life had changed its course from its path, and the angularity of this change was stupendous. I was tired, I lost all my energy to divert to the new path and somehow losing myself in the long run; losing the essence of myself and losing the belief and confidence I always boasted of. Yet, I moved on the recourse trying to discover the beauty of the unexplored journey I had in store; with no muse, no charm and no zeal to welcome the unexpected.
It is said that dreams are your own imagination. Slowly, in this new journey, I discovered new avenues, new hopes and new aspirations; new enough to let me muster up courage to recollect those tiny pieces of shattered dreams and reframe the entire jigsaw to give them new names and a new beauty to feel. And yes, I realized how much resemblance does one's life has with a roller-coaster ride. Everyone says about the ups and downs of this ride. However, what we miss is to unearth the fact that the phase of ups to downs gives you that inertia to reach a new height; and a height above every previous milestone :)
Just yesterday, I came across these lines "I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that he didn't trust me so much."
This line was a booster to my morale and then I felt
"The quest for a new destination has begun".....
