A new journey...

This post comes at a time when this 'tiny lyf' has taken an entirely new course of path in the unexplored journey!

I am pretty sure that with the announcement that was made on one of the most beautiful days in our lives on Oct 9, you shall be able to discover the concealed identity of the previous post! Without fail, the post was in sync with my inner thoughts and poured all my feelings on itself. For the very few people who knew things in advance, they labelled it has Pre-marriage jitters! I shall not call them naysayers or illogical. Perhaps, they were right as a lot did change in terms of all one can think of, that made me a little scared, gullible and tremble.

With a new role to play in the next few months; an umpteen number of desires, responsibilities, expectations, fulfillment and yet many other XYZ, surface in the hearts of another ample number of people. It wouldn't be wrong to say that it keeps me on tenterhook now, for I need to prove yet another identity of mine to the people around.

I also now believe that I will have to rethink thrice (and not just twice), before I do not let my pair of jeans be unwashed for almost half a year, or wear another crushed shirt to office or keep myself unshaved for another coming week. Low-waist trousers and jeans, a semi-untucked shirt with the sides oozing out, my kiddo bag to the office, a favorite 10-year old shirt (Believe me, it still fits me well :P), my entire wardrobe of slight changes in the last 8 years and a plenty of such other things will find their way to heaven and eternal peace now.

Life is going to change, and I am confident that this change is going to be as beautiful as she is! And it is going be a comfortable transition with her by my side.

The Reincarnation, is what I label this....

Yet another struggle and yet another post..... It seems that every time I would make an effort to pen down, it would not just be the 'effort'. It would be a marathon of wishes versus laziness. Who wins, is another herculean task to decide :)

There is a reason why this post has been titled 'The reincarnation'. I could never imagine this blog finding its way into its grave, for I assumed that blogging would become my passion, my confidant and my solace. However, my presumptions were futile!

From the moment this blog had been lucky to get its first post, a lot has transitioned. These months were the time of test, a test of patience, a test of strength and a test of knitting the otherwise un-knit relations. Probably, I might end up writing a lot tonight, for tonight, I call it rebirth~! :D

Dreams were shunned, nipped in the bud without blossoming and never winged to fly! Life had changed its course from its path, and the angularity of this change was stupendous. I was tired, I lost all my energy to divert to the new path and somehow losing myself in the long run; losing the essence of myself and losing the belief and confidence I always boasted of. Yet, I moved on the recourse trying to discover the beauty of the unexplored journey I had in store; with no muse, no charm and no zeal to welcome the unexpected.

It is said that dreams are your own imagination. Slowly, in this new journey, I discovered new avenues, new hopes and new aspirations; new enough to let me muster up courage to recollect those tiny pieces of shattered dreams and reframe the entire jigsaw to give them new names and a new beauty to feel. And yes, I realized how much resemblance does one's life has with a roller-coaster ride. Everyone says about the ups and downs of this ride. However, what we miss is to unearth the fact that the phase of ups to downs gives you that inertia to reach a new height; and a height above every previous milestone :)

Just yesterday, I came across these lines "I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that he didn't trust me so much."

This line was a booster to my morale and then I felt

"The quest for a new destination has begun".....

The beginning....

Hours, days and years..... It has been long since I have been trying to fight back with the reticence and resilience within me to dash into an unexplored world of blogging!! Something pulled me back, perhaps it was that fear of emoting down a little too much or the desire of not being followed :)

If domain parking had been a crime, I would be on Google's tracklist for having reserved a blog adding no business value to the giant.

Putting in all the extra efforts of bookmarking this 'unpopular' blog on my homepage to practising out daily schedules so that this activity was on the list, I tried every might of mine... But alas, nothing could ever let my fingers hop on the keyboard for this 'tinylyf'..

Never late, as it is said, it finally happens today!

A start is always marked by dreams, aspirations, hopes and an auspice. What should this start imbibe with itself? Should it talk about the stories of the past, the cacophony of the present or the dilemma of the future? Well, there's much more to say in every of those three short, yet profound words.....


So folks, there's much more to come... Keep following :)